Friday, September 30, 2005

BLOG RIP AGAIN!

HAHA. ITS GONE! IMMA GONNA CHANGE MY BLOG AGAIN! HAHA! WHY?

CUZ EVERY TEACHER HAS NOW GOTTEN INTERNET ACCESS AND SUSPENDING EVERY SINGLE STUDENT FOR BLOGGING ABOUT THEM.

DEMOCRACY IS ALL BULL. WE ARE LIVING IN A COMMUNIST COUNTRY WHERE CENSORSHIP PWNS PPL ASSES.

WHAT HAPPEN TO FREEDOM OF SPEECH? DO SINGAPOREANS HAVE SUCH A WEAK SENSE OF HUMOUR?

WE ARE GONNA CRUMBLE UNDER MISERS
.


AND IMMA NOT GNNA BE SO DUMB TO PUT MY URL ON MY FRIENDSTER. PERIOD.

MY FRIENDS SHOULD KNOW MY NEW BLOG URL. PRETTY OBVIOUS ACTUALLY. AND IT DOESNT HAVE A WWW. TO IT!

JOHXXYSXXXKI.BLOGSPOT.COM.

PUT IN THE X'S YOURSELF.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Hehe.

Due to some constructive comments i had just now. I will like to say.

SORRY EVERYONE FOR THE PAST PREVIOUS POSTS ABOUT MY LIFE YADAH YADAH.

Looking back at it, it was really amusing. I could actually type out all those crap out. Sorry to any parties involved.


xxx

I still miss you, e>ỊssaГ,



And always will.

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Hurricane!

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No not this.


Its the Hurricanes that have been causing more damage then the Blitz itself. I pity those people who had lost their loved ones during this few days of catastrophe.

I've lost something dear to me too. More of I cant take it back. No casualty, no death involved. If anyone were to die, I rather be me.

I'm sorry to everyone for posting a sad entry every alternate days, but I JUST CANT HELP IT!


I hope that the Hurricane can rip America and me as well too.

xxx

Miss you loads, e>ỊssaГ.




I really do.

Monday, September 26, 2005

Solitaired.

Was really bored for the past few days. So, I clicked Image hosted by Photobucket.com and went to play a game that has many people baffled. As long as I am baffled, there's bound to be people like me too.

Solitaire is teh game.

Well, after 245313613613131244242424 2 restarts to the game. I finally achieved a personal best!

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See, the M? Ba la ba ba ba!

Well, feeling that my luck is kinda good, I started a new game, attempting to break my record.

It started well.

Well, it kinda dragged on.
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The queen loves me, she keeps looking at me.

and on.

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See what i mean?

and on...

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:)

And so I pondered. After one night, I finally found it!

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Stop staring bitch.




The time actually resets!

I now believe that all those talk that Solitaire can be completed is all complete bull....






after being stuck at the same screen for 1 night.

xxx

I've added music to my blog! Thanks to Kenny Sia for his help :)

Saturday, September 24, 2005

What will you do?

What will you do, if you stare at the MSN Messenger window and that particular contact stays red?

What will you do, if you suddenly lose contact for some unknown reason for two months?

What will you do, if you look at ur handphone and it stays stangnant for 2 weeks?

What will you do, if you suddenly got blocked in msn for nothing?

Apparently, this is happening to me right now.

Everything happening to me now has happened to me about one year ago. Those were one of THE worst times of my life. Totally lonely.

I had my friends to depend on last time. But now, everyone's mugging. No choice, I gotta depend on my stuffed doggy now.

Thats one reminisence that I DONT want it to ever happen again.

xxx

Listening to : Harry-Gregson Williams - Debriefing
Sorry, this sad song just suits my feeling THAT well.

Friday, September 23, 2005

Lonely, Dejected, Poor, Hungry.

Well, after spending a MASSIVE 10 dollars on LAN gaming today, I really kinda regretted it.

After missing the bus stop (as usual), I ended up in Queensway, a place not too far from my home. Well, because of the long one hour trip, I got really hungry. Went to the IKEA nearby, wanted to eat some hotdogs but, as i looked into my wallet. Only these few items were left in it.

1 one-dollar bird note.
1.55 worth of coins.
1 Ghost Squad Card
1 Expired Cashcard
and
A whole lot of old neoprints.

In the end, I had to go hungry because I've promised myself that I wouldnt use that 1 dollar and thats that. Well, that Hotdogs cost 1.70. Damn. 15 cents short. Hungry

So i used the toilet as I needed to take a leak. Walked all the way back to the bus stop and waited for my bus home. At that point of time, I felt really dejected and lonely. I needed someone's companionship. But, as usual, I got none.

So i thought, yeah, I could buy a drink at a nearby coffee shop at my house before going home. So my bus came arrived. Put in the student fare of 55 cents into that dispenser as my mom had taken my EZ link to top up.

Money left in Wallet : 1.55- 0.55 = 1.00

But, if my day wasnt bad enough, that bus driver wanted me to pay adult fare as I was in my class jersey. Well, that 1.55 bus fare took me 5 stops to my home, and it made me even hungrier.

I dont want such a lifestyle after 10 years. I want to live comfortably with the one I will and always love. I dont want to be lonely, dejected, poor and hungry 10 years from now. I want companionship. All I want is to go through thick and thin with the one I love.

xxx

Sorry for the heavyness of this post but, here I am, lonely, dejected, poor and hungry typing this post out.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

HIyahh!! I'm Backk!!!

yeah. Whatever.

xxx

Was like surfing Friendster out of pure boredom. I kinda realise, I kinda suck at making friends! Everyone's Friendster is growing while mine has gone stagnant. Its really quite disheartening really. I COULD TRY going to #teens and advertise like every other guy in that channel.

Well, I kinda like friendster for one thing. This.

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I'll try attracting girls in my bathroom next time

Wow. A win,win,win solution! I get to hook up with girls, I get to not get rejected, and to top it all off, I get tipped! $$$!!

But heck, I rather take the $$$ and walk away. I no greedy person okay?

Anyways, I only want one girl in my life. Not Women! Having 30 brilliant children and 15 enstranged girls is NOT what i want to not have.

xxx

Come to think of it. In this world of ours, we really need a job or something. Someone told me something really meaningful.

'Whats the point of treating your girlfriend to a movie with your mother's money?'

I'm gonna work damn hard then treat my girlfriend ( if i gonna have one ) to all the movies we can watch. With my own money. More meaningful huh.

But till I got my job and yadahyadah, its gonna be her treating me! :)

xxx

Current Listening to : Cynthia Harrell - Snake Eater ( Metal Gear Solid 3 OST )